Trust

Trust is a funny thing. Today I had to trust 4 guys with chainsaws and hedge clippers. This weekend I'm trusting another girl to finish our project, which could make or break my grade in history. And, of course, I have to trust that God will get me through the storms in my life, or help me on a test or project, or fix a situation for me. Sometimes it's not so easy.
Speaking of trust, one thing that drives me nuts- and I've said this before -is not knowing what I'm meant to do with my life, and trusting God to tell me. I know I shouldn't be worried, but nonetheless I sometimes stress about it. I've asked both believers and nonbelievers alike. Some say to just go with my gut, others say to wait it out, others say to just pick for myself-now. If I could do anything, I would probably be a writer. Obviously it's a risky career that I'm far from ready for, and it's a make-it-or-break-it type deal.
But does God want me to do that? Does God want me to be a writer? I'm not sure. But all I know is that it's God's life, not mine. I want to live for Him, to the best of my abilities. And I'm going to be sure that I do what he wants me to do.
You know, (this is a bit off topic, but) I just have this...feeling...that something awesome is going to happen this week. I don't know what or how, but I feel it. A friend of mine posted that he felt like God was going to do something extraordinary, and I'm like okay, sweet, but I think I get what he's talking about. I started 'feeling' this today. I think we're sensing the same thing. I don't know. Maybe not. But it'll be excited to find out =)