Music?? Ah!!!!!

(sigh) I really don't have much to talk about. So you're probably wondering why I'm blogging, since I could stand to take a break... oh well. Anyways, moving along. I've been trying to teach myself how to read music. Not going so well. I absolutely love listening to music and everything, but that's about it. I have no musical talent whatsoever. And I'm starting keyboarding lessons... today... at 5:30... and I am really nervous.
I mean I don't know why. I'm sure the teacher is fine; Hannah goes to her. But... I don't know, I think I'm just afraid I'm going to look like an idiot. Maybe I shouldn't be starting on the book for later beginners. We'll see how it goes.
The entire reason I'm starting the keyboard is because at a worship night, I felt like God was telling me that I needed to learn. No idea why. Absolutely no clue. But He's in control. No clue why He choose this, since I am quite sure I will stink at this. I mean, I want to be able to play, but I don't want to learn to play, if that makes any sense.
Anyways, I'm rambling. I should probably take a break from blogging anyways. I'm doing it too much. But it's so much fun.
Well I will blog later... and I will try to mean later. Wish me luck!