I <3 My Family Of God

Okay so can I get emotional? No one minds? Okay, so uhm, I don't know why, but I just had a feeling that I should be posting this. Not that it's profound or anything, I just need to get it out there.
I have gone to Assembly of God for 13 years, and throughout my time there I never really got close to anyone. New people come, and in a few months they're closer to the people that I've grown up with than I am. I'm not blaming anyone or anything; it's my fault. I don't know, but I've always had a hard time showing myself to others. I'm just not comfortable with myself yet.
Okay so if you're in the youthgroup and reading this, I just want you all to know that, although I'm not as close to you all as you'd think, you guys are really my best friends. Oh, sure, you're probably thinking "man, what are you talking about? You barely talk to me" Well, what does that tell you?
You all have helped me so much. I am so grateful for all of you. You've helped me to accept myself for who I am, but also help me really get serious for God. (lol, i'm actually getting teary-eyed). I feel so blessed, with my family, my friends, youthpastors, etc. I thank God for you everyday.
So you probably think that this is such a corney and stupid post, but you guys really mean a lot to me. I dread the day that any mititary family moves, or someone's life goes elsewhere.
Sorry for the corney blog, but I just wanted to get that out in the open. =] I love you guys.